All he said was "Hi, my darling girl"and I melted.
All the balled up fears of not being good enough and messing everything up and his deciding against keeping me all unclenched and rolled away with just that one sentence... just those four words.
Yes, I am a complete goof at times, and probably more prone to destroying good things with my frights than anything, but he is a good, good man, and he knows me already, and he knows how to diffuse my stupidbombs.
I so know that feeling!!! You are human and will make mistakes ... giving your Master a chance to "fix" you :-) It's your devotion and profound submission that makes you care so much... you are good enough for Him ... after all if you weren't that would mean He made a mistake - teeheehee :-)
ReplyDeleteI love you sweetie ... you and I are so much more alike that it may seem on the surface.
Hugs n love,
da pestie sis deb